u didnt tell me. but i found out from someone else. and now, it all clicks.

hey there! new skin. aint it nice. (i noe lizzie will like it rite? u fashionista!) anywayz, i put this song by clay aiken bcos it sort of reminds me of something...that happened last year.

anyway, i went to my mum's cousin's wedding. it was quite fun. the food was great. it was really grand. i giant tent was put up on a field. pretty sight. my sisters and my cousin went to take photos with the "pengantin". so after eating and all we went to sit down somewhere to talk to relatives. and i caught sum1 looking at me like how he looked at me last year......i looked away. of course. and then my older sister and my cousins were talking about something..so they asked me to sit in front of them. they were talking about me and that guy.

when i got home they told me what it was about. that guy used to like me when he was like close to us. so they asked me to sit in front so that they could see if he was looking at me. bef0re i went home, i was laughing at something one of my uncles said. and he was looking at me. so i looked at him but he didnt look away. thick skinned maybe? so i sorta blushed and looked away. but at that time i didnt noe he used to look me.

this reminds me of the time during hari raya last year when he kept looking at me. i played a game actually. i counted how many times he did! lame i noe. i have a feeling he was looking at me when i was sleeping in the bus. OMG!

-MEL